Psh. Tss. Hmp. :|

Okay, so here’s what happened. My boyfriend and I were seriously talking about break-ups. He was like, “Paano kung magbreak tayo, anong gagawin mo?”. Well, while we were chatting, we could also see each other at the same time via webcam. Of course, all of our facial expressions and reactions would be seen.

When he asked that question, I was supposed to put on a disappointed straight face as I chose to. However, at the same time, I was talking to someone else. Right after my dear boyfriend asked me that question, the other person I was talking to said, “Hey, do you know the Bananas in Pajamas?”.

SHIT.

My initial reaction? OF COURSE, I couldn’t help it but laugh. I tried my utmost best to put on the straight face I was supposed to have on, however, my smile won’t get out of my face.

Yeah, the moment my boyfriend saw my face brighten, he told me that I obviously would be very happy to have a break-up with him. SHIT. That just sucks! It all happened due to wrong timing! I explained to my boyfriend that I smiled not because of the break-up question but because of the Bananas in Pajamas line. Of course, his mood went off. He got pissed off coz he was simply convincing himself that I would be glad that we’d break up anytime. I explained to him that it wasn’t true and I wouldn’t tolerate that to happen and all of my cheesy talk. Damn it, he still wasn’t convinced.

As of now, he won’t talk to me. He’s fucking pissed. Well, he’s not only pissed because of that but also because of the only issue we both disagree on. I’m sorry, but there is no freaking way on earth I’m giving you that until I am assured of the fact that you are and will be the one I’ll be spending my life with.

As we know, we both are still young. It would be 7-9 years till marriage would come to our dictionaries. Sorry but my dignity means the world to me. What if I give you that and in a month or a year, you’d leave me? That is something I can’t afford to happen. And shit, I don’t give a damn if everybody around me does the same thing. I don’t follow that trend. I’m not like the other girls you encountered. Like we both know, love will ovecome this. Yes, thank you very much for respecting my decision. But why the hell do have to tell me, “Magtitiis na lang ako. Manhid na rin naman ako kakatiis eh. Sanay na ako. Tiis na lang.” Alam mo ba na sa mga sinasabi mo ay nangongonsensya ka?! Tapos sasabihin mo sa akin na labis kang nasasaktan dahil naiisip ko na yan lang ang habol mo sa akin.

Yes, I do know that isn’t what you want from me. You love me and you have proven it way more than you’re supposed to. Thank you for that. I really appreciate all of your efforts. And NO, hindi ko pinapamukha sa iyo na iniisip kong hindi mo ako naaappreciate. Tss.

Men sometimes get really shallow, don’t you guys agree? Well, not all of them, though. I’m just expressing and letting this heavy feel out of my chest. Takte, patigasan na naman ‘to. Psh, tss, and hmp. :|

october 1, 2009. love it. :)

yesterday, october 1, 2009, is the best day than any of the months of this year has started. i guess october really is a good month for me. lots of good things happen in this month for me. i just wanted to share what my october 1, 2009 was like. so, here it goes. :)


i was supposed to go to saudia city for i was invited by a friend to watch their dance. i haven't seen him in a long time so i decided to go and watch. things started to run pretty early. we were supposed to leave at 3:30pm. though, we started getting ready at 2pm and left at past 3pm.

i was very hungry. i didn't eat a single thing since i woke up that morning. i just drank half a glass of water. that's it. :)) another friend of mine came along with me. when we got in the car, goodness! it was scorching HOT! good thing i only put powder on my face and not the rest of the makeup that i was supposed to wear. haha. :)) the worst part? I FORGOT MY HANDERCHIEF. i hate it when i use tissue papers to wipe off the perspiration that comes out of the heat. i really hate it. but, there's nothing else to do. i have to tolerate using tissue paper for that day. :))

we then got to the place. we stayed at the place where my sister gets her piano lessons. of course, we had to carry 3 full garbage bags and 1 box of donations for the typhoon ketsana victims in the philippines. mrs. de silva was pretty glad to see me and my friend there for we were going to help her repack the other donations they have at their home. their living room was full of other donations which came from mrs. de silva's piano students.

so we started repacking what we can repack. while sorting the stuff, we took lotsa pictures. i'll edit this blog when i get some of the pictures. :) after we're done, food came. whew! at last! from waking up at 11am, at finally got to eat at 5:30pm! haha!:)) it's ok. at least i ate. :D after eating, we left and went to star market to buy something to drink on our way out.

while walking, rayhana and i spotted a group of guys wearing black. rayhana told me, "daniah, someone called up my name". and i told her, "really? well, i don't care. i don't know them anyway". well, i actually didn't know them because i didn't see their faces. little did i know that was the dance group, gigabeats, where the person who invited us was. silly me. :))

we went to the court to check out the all-star game then i got bored. so we decided to roam around. we went back to the spot where our friend, erhard, was. there, i saw mary rose and the group. by the way, monisa came along with us. :D

erhard approached us and said hi. then they continued practicing for the dance. they didn't show the moves though. i only saw the actual dance when they were dancing an hour later. so, we talked about stuff. then, again, i got bored. :))))))))) mary rose and erick left so we came along. watched the game again. blah blah blah. :))

then, at last, the dance came! that was the moment i was waiting for the whole time. the dance was really good. excellent as i may say. good choreography. it was worth the wait. after that, mary rose, erhard, and i talked about stuff again. this time, rayhana got bored. so, we decided to go. rayhana, erhard, and i roamed around. blah blah blah. :))

i started to become hungry, again. :)) so we decided to check out the new restaurant in saudia. it was kinda cool. after we ordered food and ate, we started to take pictures. we even put the cellphones on the table and used the self-timer to capture our pictures. it even reached to the point that the guy at the next table approached us and asked if we wanted him to take a picture of us. funny right? :))

we then left the restaurant and walked around. chatted and went blah blah blah. :))))) at 10:15 pm, we left the place and headed home. nothing really special but i had tons of fun.

there are certain things i didn't mention coz i simply don't want to. i have my reasons. thanks for understanding.

end of story. :)

my dream - WEIRD. :))

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on July 26, 2009)

this dream was dreamt by me on the night of July 25, 2009. this is how i remember it. :)) the story might have the "i forgot" parts. well, it's a dream. when people wake up, they usually forget the whole thing. lucky for me this dream is one detailed story i can still somehow remember. :))

first, i was at home, though it didn't look like my home in reality. i was getting ready for something (perhaps for school, because i was starting to wear my uniform). then my father kept on telling me to get ready faster while my sister and i were both fighting over what we should wear. i then got into wearing the uniform skirt and a blouse which exactly looked liked one of my pink blouses though it's color was aqua blue. :)) we then got off.

outside was snowy, very snowy. there were lots of people who looked like the cartoon characters that Joebin Caoile used to draw during high school. they all were wearing brown jackets and different scarfs with hats. :)) we got into some kind of transportation that i forgot. :))

all of a sudden, i arrived at the school lobby (particularly Gems International School's lobby). i was then wearing the uniform blouse i used to wear at school. i didn't have my necktie on. then there was this guy with whom i talked to for a while. i didn't notice his physical appearance because i was quite in a hurry and kept on thinking on where did my necktie went. :)) i went up to the classroom before i was going to be late for class.

i sat at the back row of the middle column. my seatmate is some boy i don't know. moments later, someone knocked on the door of our classroom. he was a handsome young man. i suddenly realized that this handsome man was the guy i was talking to earlier. he didn't speak, but he was holding my necktie which meant he wants to give it to me. the moment my classmates saw the guy who needed me to get my necktie from him, they started teasing me in a way that he was my prince charming. actually, it was Krizzia Exevea who lead the classroom into shouting and teasing me and the incredibly handsome guy together.

i didn't stand up from where i was seated. instead, the guy just approached me and gave me the necktie. automatically, the boy whom i was seated next to left his seat for the cute guy to sit beside me. that boy then sat on my table and i shooed him away. :)) there was this girl. she was so jealous of me because of the guy i was seated next to. she then started flirting him and told him to sit behind her. the handsome guy did what she said. however, while the girl was trying to talk to him, he turned his back on her and started talking to me again. one of my classmates then went to that girl and gave her roses for he liked her.

out of the blue, my classmates suddenly started to run away and leave the classroom as soon as possible. it was the handsome guy and me alone in the classroom. the room started to morph into the inside of the volcano and Disney villain characters like Maleficent (from Sleeping Beauty) and Hades (from Hercules) started popping into the scene. so, the guy and i both ran towards the window and jumped out.

we landed safely on the ground. :)) beside us was a black GMC-like car. the guy told me it was his car. i thought he was supposed to drive us away from the school which was starting to become a volcano. :)) unfortunately, i was the one sitting on the driver's seat. we were in a rush. so i started to drive. while doing that, i was ultimately panicking. i kept of screaming, "where's the accelerator?!" repeatedly. :)) well, the car was moving and all i saw was i was drving on the street beside Serafi Mall. :)) i suddenly bumped the left side of the car on the sidewalk and continued driving there.

the guy and i talked about where to eat. i was near McDonalds so i suggested to eat there. he didn't like it and told me that he wanted to eat in a restaurant. i suggested that TGI Fridays is a good restaurant to eat in. :) he agreed. unluckily, i didn'y know the route going to TGI Fridays. we stopped on some street and asked one guy from an indian family on where was TGI Fridays. he said it was on Andalus Street. so i got back in the car and all of a sudden, in front of me was TGI Fridays. amazing right?:))

so, we got in the place and walked around. we then saw stairs. so we used them and i saw girls mopping the floors of the building. i went in one room and saw Kayzee Perez mopping the floor of that room. we both chatted then i left the room. i saw Camille Cruz and Janille Rasgo together. they followed me around in some new place. it looked like a mini-store, like a bagala. :)) so, there were different lines. we formed a line too. the girls line. the lines were formed because there were free giveaways from the mini-store. you just had to fall in line for it. we intersected the boys line. first in line was Rodel Barairo, who was facing Mark Quingua. i pushed that line because it was blocking my way. i then shouted, "Mark!" sarcastically to make people think that he was the one causing the commotion. :)) at the same boys' line, Joebin Caoile was there and i was staring at him. then i got the free stuff and left the mini-store.

i found myself walking somewhere. it was night time. then i found another mini-store and went there. inside, i found tita Juliet Sayas. the store was about to close at that time. the staff of the store and i chatted for a little while. suddenly, the woman who gave me the free giveaways from the other mini-store came running towards me and wanted to urgently tell me something. as she finally approached me, she said, "tawagan mo ang mama at papa mo! ngayon na! hindi ka pwede magtagal dito. parating na ang mga shahads!". then she showed me some arab ladies wearing their abayas, tarhas, and the burqas.

then KABOOM! i woke up. :)) * i didn't get why she said the "shahads".* i don't even know who they are. :))* i just wanted to share my weird dream with you. thanks for taking your precious time to read this. hehe! :)

the fun, the news, and the success. :)

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on April 26, 2009)

well, two nights ago (o4.24.o9)..rayhana and i were chatting. we talked about how boring the vacation is and how sickening and tiring is it to go to malls here all the time.

rayhana: hey, why don't we go outt for lunch tomorrow at chillis or ikea?
daniah: look, i'm not allowed to go out without an adult with us UNLESS i tell my parents that i'm gonna have lunch at your place then we'd secretly go to eitherr chillis or ikea. so. ok. i get to your place at 2:30pm so i'd have to wake up a lil bit early. then i'll tell them to pick me up at 7pm. so at 3pm we leave to whereverr we're going to have lunch at. we gett back to your place at around 5pm which is 2 hours early. then chill at your place and do stuff. then, when 7pm comes, i'll be taken safe and sound. what do you think?
rayhana: oh my goodness! i didn't know that you have a criminal side!:)) you think good!
daniah: well, i am a certified pasaway. haha!:)) the worst crime i commited was bringing "toot" to "taat". (that info kinda confidential. yuhh. it was a very crazy crime. haha!:))) remember?
rayhana: oh yea! i totally forgott about that! yea yeaa. thatt will always be top one. haha!
daniah: wait! i haven't asked my parents yet. they're out. so, i'll just ask later. oh i hope they'll say yes.

so we talked aboutt more stuff and ended the chat.

it was already 3am and i absolutely couldn't sleep! deymm. then at 3:43am i started crying. well, i haven't cried for more than a month. haha! the reason, again, is confidential. haha!:)) so i cried and it ended at 3:51am. i lett my feelings out to my one and only kulangs/PC alyssa mae arenas castro. i left offline messages and all. i then felt sleepy at 4am. but i MUST NOT sleep yet! i don't want to wake up with puffy eyes yuhh know. so, i hadd to wait till 5am for the sake of my eyes. i don't want to go to either chillis or ikea with swelled up/puffy eyes. HELL NO!:))=)) going back. i went to sleep at 5am.

..o4.25.o9.. (day starts)

next, at 9:29am, my phone's message tone rang "(piano intro) you would always ask me, those words i say la la la". so i opened the message and it was from effat university. however, it was written in arabic so i thought to myself, "bahh. i'll just let my dad read it and have it translated to me. lemme go back to sleep". so i fell asleep again. then, at 9:36am, "i'll never go" rang again! and i told myself, "ooh. who's going to text me at this time of the morning? i'm sleeping forr crying out loud! haha!:))". then again, the message came from effat university. this time, the english version. "dear student, thank you for competing in the effat scholarship contest. we regret to inform you that you did not pass the first stage. thank you". then i told myself, "bahh. whatever. i just want to go back to sleep". THEN, at 9:50am, i received another text! who from?! again! the effat university! this is whatt they told me, "sorry we sent you the wrong message. dear student, congratulations! call effat university for an interview, for more information, please call us at: [numbers]". i thought to myself again, "wait a second. i thought i didn't make it?! ok? so i passed. congrats to me. yey!:)) time to finally sleep!". UNFORTUNATELY, i received another text message at 9:55am. and yes, it was the same message as the previous one, the only difference is that it's written in arabic. i kinda got upset. why?! I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE! it's done for! my sleep was too disturbed by the i'll never go ringtone caused by their continuous text messaging! i should've put my phone on silent mode. haha. my fault. :))

ok. so almost 5 hours of sleep?! that's bad. BUT HEY!:))=)) i have THE REASON to get myself allowed to go to "rayhana's place"! i passed the scholarship exam for crying out loud! yeaa! time to put my "criminal planning" on the go! HAHA!:))=))

so, my mom woke up and i told her about everything. of course, like any other parent, my mom was happy and proud. yeaa!:) she told me to call for the interview details and so i did.

daniah: hello. good afternoon. umm. i passed the scholarship exam and i was instructed to call this number regarding the interview.

ms. woman: ok. what's your name?
daniah: i'm daniah a. adam.
ms. woman: didn't you call already? i told you the interview would be on sunday?
daniah: umm. i justt called now. i didn't call earlier.
ms. woman: ok. justt wait.
ms. woman: well, your interview is tomorrow. sunday. at 12 o clock noon. i'm sure you called. or, someone called you on your behalf. i'm really sure of about that.
daniah: oh really? well, maybe. i really don't know. (giggle) thank you very much. bye.

so i put down the phone then called my dad up. i told him about my being a effat scholarship exam passer and he said, "i know that. and you have an interview tomorrow at 12 noon and you're supposed to wear formal attire (that partt i wasn't told about):)) congratulations!". NOW I KNOW! my dad was the one who called the university ON MY BEHALF! haha!:)) thanks dad. :P. "so, can i go to rayhana's house today?" i asked. and he said yes. YEAA!:))

things went out pretty late. i left the house at 3pm. i was kinda late coz jexinne sent me a text message thatt zarina wanted me to go online. so i did go online for a while. a kinda long while. haha! well, zarina's no one ordinary to me. i can't just ditch her you know. she's my best friend for crying out loud. no bailing on friends. especially on the best ones. i reached at rayhana's at 3:15pm. we decided to have lunch at chillis coz ikea's food is kinda repetitive. haha!:)) we then tried calling to sarah to come along. unfortunately, no response from both her cellphone and landline. so we left at 4:15pm. meaning we would be back at rayhana's place at 6pm. I WISH!:)) so we arrived at chillis at 4:45pm?:)) talked and ate until we were picked up at 6:30pm. SOO LATE! I'M TOTALLY GONNA BE DEAD! i have to be there in 30 minutes. OH NO!:)) the traffic jam was SO HIGH! therefore we reached at rayhana's place at around 7:05pm. but guess what? no calls yet from my parents! cool! haha!:)) then we chilled and had green tea with turkish mint while watching "joyride" but then we knew the story so we switched to the movie "2 days in paris". that movie is soo ughh! i mean! defining while..HAHA! watch it on your own and you'd understand. :))

it's 8pm and my mom called me up to get ready coz she'll be picking me up in a few minutes. so, i finally got fetched at 8:15pm. and guess what?! OPERATION TAKAS BAHAY IS DECLARED SUCCESSFUL! haha! look. i do my crazy stuff once in a while. lemme do it. i don't do it all the time yuhh know. actually this is the 3rd crazy thing i did in my whole life. i bett you even did more, or not. haha. we all do our stuff. so please don't give me this's and that's. i know my limitations. keii? don't worry.

so. we picked up my sister's friend and my mom told me that we'd be going to eat at la parilla coz there's some dinner thing going on. i told myself, "WHAT?! I'M STUFFED! one whole mug of green tea. lots of food at chillis! oh no! haha!:))". we reached at la parilla and i ate 1/4 plate of fried rice. that's enough. hehe! afterr everything. i went home. i changed. wrote this blog for it to be copied and pasted for me to put on my blogs here in multiply.

and now. it's 1:11am. i have to sleep. i have to be fetched up at 11:15am to go to effat university tomorrow morning (o4.26.o9). it's far. i'll write down my experiences tomorrow. keii? right now. SLEEP IS ESSENTIAL! haha! thanks for taking your precious time to read this. part two will be continued. take care. God bless. muaa!:)

PART TWO!:) (o4.26.o9)

well. i set the alarm last night to ring at 9:30am. i kinda woke up at 9am. so i told myselff that 30 minutes of sleep is still essential. my alarm tone is kinda alarming and disturbing so i'll wake up. well, the next thing i knew my mom woke me up at 10:39am! and yes, I AM SOO LATE!:))=)) so i rushed to the bathroom. took a bath. well, my stomach was badly aching while i was taking my bath. i don't even know why but when i got out of the bathroom, the pain just faded away. hehe. so, i got out at 11am. ughh! 15 minutes till i'm gonna be fetched and my hair is so wet! i then rushed to blow-dry my hair. i looked so haggard so i put powderr on my face (as if that helped.:))) and the driver buzzed the gate bell and told me to go down. deymm! i wasn't even wearing my abaya yet! i haven't eaten a thing! i didn't even had time to fix my bed! so left with only drinking half a glass of milk. haha!:))

we reached at the effat university at 11:45am. so, that's 15 minutes before the interview starts. we were told to go to the student affairs building. some of the passers came. one lady asked my name and checked on her paper. then we were guided to go to the admissions building for the interview at 1:00pm! yuhh. AN HOUR LATE! then i think we were 15 girls there. an i was, ughh, the seventh one to be called. :)). so i went in. i greeted them a good afternoon then they told me to sit in the middle chair. the room looked like a conference room. you know, the ones in the movies where managers have their meetings with the round table and all. yeaa. thatt one. :)). there were around 9 people there to screen my interview.

ms. american lady: so, your from a filipino school?
daniah: yeaa.
ms. american: so, tell us aboutt yourself.
daniah: well, obviously you all know my name. i'm daniah a. adam. i graduated from high school last march 25 so i'm having my summer vacation which definitely is boring coz the only place we have here in saudi arabia are malls malls malls. i also took three entrance exams in three universities in the philippines namely the mapua institute of technology, the university of santo thomas, and the university of the philippines or UP. fortunately, i passed them all.
ms. filipino lady: oh?! you passed the UPCAT?!
daniah: yes, i did. i also took the sat exam here at effat university and i passed it too.
ms. american lady: so, how many years do you have in the filipino school?
daniah: well, we have 3 pre-elementary years which are nursery, kindergarten one and kindergarten two. then, we have 6 years in the elementary level then 4 years in high school.
ms. filipino lady: so, is studying in the philippines an option for you?
daniah: yes, it is.
ms. foreign lady: coz you see, you still have to go through two more years coz the system here is until grade 12. the ministry won't accept your case therefore we can't accept you as a student here so it would be good if you study in the philippines for two years then come back here as a transfer student.
ms. american lady: we should follow the system.
daniah: oh really? i see. yeaa. thatt would be a good option.
jointt forces: ok then. thank you very muchh. you may go.
daniah: ok then. thanks! have a nice day. bye-bye. :D

of course, THAT'S GOOD!:))=)) i'm gettin' outta here!:))=)) and why study in the philippines for two years then come backk?! finish the whole thing there then work! yeaa! so i was glad with the news i received. nyaha. i then got out of the room and waited for my friend to finish then went home at 3:45. SEE HOW LATE?! haha! eniweii. just wanted to share my experiences with you the past two days and today. thanks again for taking your awfully precious time to read this blog. muaa. :)

February 23, 2009. :|

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on February 24, 2009)

well, yesterday [ february 23 (TWENTY-THREE!:), 2009 ] was a pretty normal day -- NOT.

why?well, i started day by, of course, by waking up at 5:30am..not really 5:30am, i kinda snoozed the alarm until it made me wake up at 5:40am [yea yea, 10 minutes late, what's the difference anyway?:)). i took a bath, got myself into my uniform, ate my breakfast, got my things ready, and added my finishing touches to leaving the house.
i then got to school at around 7:20am..my classmates and i then brought ten chairs down for the class pictorial that was about to take place at 8am..we also brought our things down in preparation for the entrepreneurship that would occur after the class pictorial..gosh, my hair was a mess. i just took a bath and my hair was still wet, oh i wish i would look good in that picture. then the day really started. we fried the kropek, grilled the hotdogs, and did a lot more.

we sold good money..well not so good yet not so bad too. just the right amount of money..:)
after everything ended, we packed our things up and got ready to go down and waited to go home. while waiting, some of the fourth year students and i decided to play a nice game of volleyball. i enjoyed it a lot though i got a couple of bruises from my wrists to my lower arms..:)) [those bruises are even bigger now, we played volleyball today again!i'm loving it!:)] then we all went home..:)

as i approached home; i washed my face, dressed up, and ate my food..after that, i immediately went for a nap at 5pm.

i woke up at 9pm. that was quite long for a nap huh?:)) upon waking up, i brushed my teeth and took my handout in computer to study for the quiz to be given on the next day..i then went to the living room to watch tv and my mom put on gma life tv which was showing "The Sweet Life". grabe, the band sang "Last Dance" which triggered me to cry. why? jusmee! i suddenly remembered my prom partner vincent. ung ang loko ng way ng pagsasayaw nmen, bigay todo with the arm movement tapos biglang papasok sa isip ko na, un na nga ang last dance nmin for real. last prom, last time na magiging partnerr ko si vincent tapos ung kulitan pa nmin nila cyrus at zarina. grabe!:(( i'm really gonna miss that. c izzu pa, everytime i hear "Sway", jusmee! last sway ko nman with izzu un..haii..i even remembered those kulitan times with roneille and dwight nman..:(

and everything followed na, si vincent kc ee!:P in 28 days gagraduate na kamii, magkakahiwa-hiwalay na. napamahal na 'ko sa batch na 'to. sobra. i mean, yea yea, there will be reunions in the future, pero para sken, imposible na ang KUMPLETONG reunion na ginugusto naming lahat. some of us would be studying in other countries which makes it hard for them to go to wherever the reunion would take place. and when the time comes that we'd all have our jobs, it would also be impossible to have the COMPLETE reunion we all wish for because most of us would be busy with our jobs and couldn't leave them anymore.

kaya, this is the last month that we would be all together for the last time. let's make it all special. mamimiss ko kayong lahat. sobra. ung mga memories. waa!:(( pwede bang wag na lang magpass ng thesis? isa pang taon ng pagsasama! (joke lang..:P) bsta aa..fourth yearr ng gems batch 2oo8-2oo9..the most controversial batch, ang batch ng mga pasaway. walang kalimutan aa..nkkinis nman kc ee!bkit ba ang bilis ng panahon?well, ayos lang, life just has to go on along with the friendship we all have. mamimiss ko kayong lahat. lalong-lalo ka na..oo, ikaw..cno?ikaw nga!haii..:) walang kalimutan aa!mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat "stultifying stingrays!"..mag-aral mabutii sa college aa!take note, we still have our e-mail addresses, yahoo messenger accounts, friendster accounts, multiply accounts, CELLPHONES!, pagers, and a lot more!keep the communication constant huh?keii?labyu!muaa!:)

ps. sayang ung feb. 23, 2oo9..why? it was supposed to be the fourth..:

balikan. :)

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on January 24, 2009)

additional..hehe!:D alam nyo, sa simula ng 2oo9..may napapansin ako..ang daming nagbabalikan..wala lang..nakakatuwa lang..hehe!:D
halos nagkabalikan na kamii..konting kontii na lang..mga 28% na lang cgro..saya nu?i ain't talking about guy stuff there..it;s about friendship stuff..hehe!:D tapos silang tatlo rin..nagkakabalikan na rin kahit papaano..mga..hmm..56% to go pa?:D i mean, almost everybody's making progress..aren't they?

may dalawang lovebirds na nagkabalikan din..damii ee!nakakatuwa..i mean..di ba?:D cgro kasii..2oo9 marks a brand new beginning para sa ating lahat..brand new in a sense na..yea..nagkakabalikan..and with that, there's gonna be a brand new start for whatever's restored..a whole new beginning to work things out and this time, for the best..
but of course, there are cases na malamang, ndii na talaga magkakabalikan in any sense..and that is nothing to be sad about..why be sad if you know there are many people waiting to be your friend or lover di ba?yea yea, nakakapanghinayang cgro..but there are people whom you deserve way more than who you are wanting now..may it be a friend or a lover..in any sense nga di ba?

tska eto aa..always keep this in mind..coz i always do keep it not only in my mind but my heart too..if meant to be talaga kau at sa ngaun ay wala kaung relasyon, why worry?ee sa kanya ka rin nman pala babagsak sa bandang hulii ee..siya rin nman pala ang patutunguhan mo in the end..time and patience lang ang kelangan dun..no need to worry..ndii nman pala mapupunta sa iba ee..sau pren pala..di ba?BUT..kung ndii nman kayo ang para sa isa't-isa bilang magkaibigan or magkasintahan, it just only means that someone is out there for you..at siya ay di hamak na makakapagpaligaya sau more than the person you're wanting now..at mamahalin ka niya ng tapat at tunay, and of course..you deserve that/those person/people very much..you'll be better off with them..

hehe!:D ok pala magsulat ng blog ng on-the-spot nu?galing talaga sa puso at naibahagi mo ang mga gusto mong mabatid ng masa..oh di ba?haha!:)) o xa..ingat na lang..God bless..mua!:D

what am i supposed to feel? :|

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on January 24, 2009)

well, this afternoon..ewan ko ba..kasii kanina..pinakita ba nman nya sken na magkahawak sila ng kamay ng cotillon partner nya..ung pang-asar ba..i mean..ewan ko ba kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman sa ginawa nya ee..it's either, matatawa ako o maiinis lang ako..ewan ko..kasii nman..i don't know what the heck is he trying to prove to me..hindii ko nman na mahal ung tao..why do such a thing? kaya ako natatawa na lang na naiirita na ewan!:))=))

it all started kasii sa wrist thing..aba..ayaw hawakan kamay ko?!ee kasayaw ko xa sa part ng praktis na un..ang hinahawakan ung wrist ko?may kamay nman ako..i ain't some prisoner or something..:)) tapos sbii ko sknya na hwakan kamay ko..ee ayaw..pasmado daw..so what?:)) butii pa partner ko ee..full hold un!:P i mean..di ba?:)) tpos, edii ayaw tlga hawakan kamay ko..edii sinabii ko na lang sknya na wag na lang hawakan kamay ko..jusmee..as usual, pinalo ko xa..haha!bago pa ba un?:)) tpos bigla ba nman hawakan kamay ng partner nya at ipakita sken?!watdaheckk?!dude, hindii na kita mahal..and yepp..you're out of my system na..(anong term un?!:))haha!) period..:)) nakakairita lang na nakakatawa kc ee..

share ko lang guys..ano ba dapat kong maramdaman?!jusmee..alphacavalmuks aa..=)) you're funny..:))