what am i supposed to feel? :|

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on January 24, 2009)

well, this afternoon..ewan ko ba..kasii kanina..pinakita ba nman nya sken na magkahawak sila ng kamay ng cotillon partner nya..ung pang-asar ba..i mean..ewan ko ba kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman sa ginawa nya ee..it's either, matatawa ako o maiinis lang ako..ewan ko..kasii nman..i don't know what the heck is he trying to prove to me..hindii ko nman na mahal ung tao..why do such a thing? kaya ako natatawa na lang na naiirita na ewan!:))=))

it all started kasii sa wrist thing..aba..ayaw hawakan kamay ko?!ee kasayaw ko xa sa part ng praktis na un..ang hinahawakan ung wrist ko?may kamay nman ako..i ain't some prisoner or something..:)) tapos sbii ko sknya na hwakan kamay ko..ee ayaw..pasmado daw..so what?:)) butii pa partner ko ee..full hold un!:P i mean..di ba?:)) tpos, edii ayaw tlga hawakan kamay ko..edii sinabii ko na lang sknya na wag na lang hawakan kamay ko..jusmee..as usual, pinalo ko xa..haha!bago pa ba un?:)) tpos bigla ba nman hawakan kamay ng partner nya at ipakita sken?!watdaheckk?!dude, hindii na kita mahal..and yepp..you're out of my system na..(anong term un?!:))haha!) period..:)) nakakairita lang na nakakatawa kc ee..

share ko lang guys..ano ba dapat kong maramdaman?!jusmee..alphacavalmuks aa..=)) you're funny..:))