october 1, 2009. love it. :)

yesterday, october 1, 2009, is the best day than any of the months of this year has started. i guess october really is a good month for me. lots of good things happen in this month for me. i just wanted to share what my october 1, 2009 was like. so, here it goes. :)


i was supposed to go to saudia city for i was invited by a friend to watch their dance. i haven't seen him in a long time so i decided to go and watch. things started to run pretty early. we were supposed to leave at 3:30pm. though, we started getting ready at 2pm and left at past 3pm.

i was very hungry. i didn't eat a single thing since i woke up that morning. i just drank half a glass of water. that's it. :)) another friend of mine came along with me. when we got in the car, goodness! it was scorching HOT! good thing i only put powder on my face and not the rest of the makeup that i was supposed to wear. haha. :)) the worst part? I FORGOT MY HANDERCHIEF. i hate it when i use tissue papers to wipe off the perspiration that comes out of the heat. i really hate it. but, there's nothing else to do. i have to tolerate using tissue paper for that day. :))

we then got to the place. we stayed at the place where my sister gets her piano lessons. of course, we had to carry 3 full garbage bags and 1 box of donations for the typhoon ketsana victims in the philippines. mrs. de silva was pretty glad to see me and my friend there for we were going to help her repack the other donations they have at their home. their living room was full of other donations which came from mrs. de silva's piano students.

so we started repacking what we can repack. while sorting the stuff, we took lotsa pictures. i'll edit this blog when i get some of the pictures. :) after we're done, food came. whew! at last! from waking up at 11am, at finally got to eat at 5:30pm! haha!:)) it's ok. at least i ate. :D after eating, we left and went to star market to buy something to drink on our way out.

while walking, rayhana and i spotted a group of guys wearing black. rayhana told me, "daniah, someone called up my name". and i told her, "really? well, i don't care. i don't know them anyway". well, i actually didn't know them because i didn't see their faces. little did i know that was the dance group, gigabeats, where the person who invited us was. silly me. :))

we went to the court to check out the all-star game then i got bored. so we decided to roam around. we went back to the spot where our friend, erhard, was. there, i saw mary rose and the group. by the way, monisa came along with us. :D

erhard approached us and said hi. then they continued practicing for the dance. they didn't show the moves though. i only saw the actual dance when they were dancing an hour later. so, we talked about stuff. then, again, i got bored. :))))))))) mary rose and erick left so we came along. watched the game again. blah blah blah. :))

then, at last, the dance came! that was the moment i was waiting for the whole time. the dance was really good. excellent as i may say. good choreography. it was worth the wait. after that, mary rose, erhard, and i talked about stuff again. this time, rayhana got bored. so, we decided to go. rayhana, erhard, and i roamed around. blah blah blah. :))

i started to become hungry, again. :)) so we decided to check out the new restaurant in saudia. it was kinda cool. after we ordered food and ate, we started to take pictures. we even put the cellphones on the table and used the self-timer to capture our pictures. it even reached to the point that the guy at the next table approached us and asked if we wanted him to take a picture of us. funny right? :))

we then left the restaurant and walked around. chatted and went blah blah blah. :))))) at 10:15 pm, we left the place and headed home. nothing really special but i had tons of fun.

there are certain things i didn't mention coz i simply don't want to. i have my reasons. thanks for understanding.

end of story. :)

my dream - WEIRD. :))

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on July 26, 2009)

this dream was dreamt by me on the night of July 25, 2009. this is how i remember it. :)) the story might have the "i forgot" parts. well, it's a dream. when people wake up, they usually forget the whole thing. lucky for me this dream is one detailed story i can still somehow remember. :))

first, i was at home, though it didn't look like my home in reality. i was getting ready for something (perhaps for school, because i was starting to wear my uniform). then my father kept on telling me to get ready faster while my sister and i were both fighting over what we should wear. i then got into wearing the uniform skirt and a blouse which exactly looked liked one of my pink blouses though it's color was aqua blue. :)) we then got off.

outside was snowy, very snowy. there were lots of people who looked like the cartoon characters that Joebin Caoile used to draw during high school. they all were wearing brown jackets and different scarfs with hats. :)) we got into some kind of transportation that i forgot. :))

all of a sudden, i arrived at the school lobby (particularly Gems International School's lobby). i was then wearing the uniform blouse i used to wear at school. i didn't have my necktie on. then there was this guy with whom i talked to for a while. i didn't notice his physical appearance because i was quite in a hurry and kept on thinking on where did my necktie went. :)) i went up to the classroom before i was going to be late for class.

i sat at the back row of the middle column. my seatmate is some boy i don't know. moments later, someone knocked on the door of our classroom. he was a handsome young man. i suddenly realized that this handsome man was the guy i was talking to earlier. he didn't speak, but he was holding my necktie which meant he wants to give it to me. the moment my classmates saw the guy who needed me to get my necktie from him, they started teasing me in a way that he was my prince charming. actually, it was Krizzia Exevea who lead the classroom into shouting and teasing me and the incredibly handsome guy together.

i didn't stand up from where i was seated. instead, the guy just approached me and gave me the necktie. automatically, the boy whom i was seated next to left his seat for the cute guy to sit beside me. that boy then sat on my table and i shooed him away. :)) there was this girl. she was so jealous of me because of the guy i was seated next to. she then started flirting him and told him to sit behind her. the handsome guy did what she said. however, while the girl was trying to talk to him, he turned his back on her and started talking to me again. one of my classmates then went to that girl and gave her roses for he liked her.

out of the blue, my classmates suddenly started to run away and leave the classroom as soon as possible. it was the handsome guy and me alone in the classroom. the room started to morph into the inside of the volcano and Disney villain characters like Maleficent (from Sleeping Beauty) and Hades (from Hercules) started popping into the scene. so, the guy and i both ran towards the window and jumped out.

we landed safely on the ground. :)) beside us was a black GMC-like car. the guy told me it was his car. i thought he was supposed to drive us away from the school which was starting to become a volcano. :)) unfortunately, i was the one sitting on the driver's seat. we were in a rush. so i started to drive. while doing that, i was ultimately panicking. i kept of screaming, "where's the accelerator?!" repeatedly. :)) well, the car was moving and all i saw was i was drving on the street beside Serafi Mall. :)) i suddenly bumped the left side of the car on the sidewalk and continued driving there.

the guy and i talked about where to eat. i was near McDonalds so i suggested to eat there. he didn't like it and told me that he wanted to eat in a restaurant. i suggested that TGI Fridays is a good restaurant to eat in. :) he agreed. unluckily, i didn'y know the route going to TGI Fridays. we stopped on some street and asked one guy from an indian family on where was TGI Fridays. he said it was on Andalus Street. so i got back in the car and all of a sudden, in front of me was TGI Fridays. amazing right?:))

so, we got in the place and walked around. we then saw stairs. so we used them and i saw girls mopping the floors of the building. i went in one room and saw Kayzee Perez mopping the floor of that room. we both chatted then i left the room. i saw Camille Cruz and Janille Rasgo together. they followed me around in some new place. it looked like a mini-store, like a bagala. :)) so, there were different lines. we formed a line too. the girls line. the lines were formed because there were free giveaways from the mini-store. you just had to fall in line for it. we intersected the boys line. first in line was Rodel Barairo, who was facing Mark Quingua. i pushed that line because it was blocking my way. i then shouted, "Mark!" sarcastically to make people think that he was the one causing the commotion. :)) at the same boys' line, Joebin Caoile was there and i was staring at him. then i got the free stuff and left the mini-store.

i found myself walking somewhere. it was night time. then i found another mini-store and went there. inside, i found tita Juliet Sayas. the store was about to close at that time. the staff of the store and i chatted for a little while. suddenly, the woman who gave me the free giveaways from the other mini-store came running towards me and wanted to urgently tell me something. as she finally approached me, she said, "tawagan mo ang mama at papa mo! ngayon na! hindi ka pwede magtagal dito. parating na ang mga shahads!". then she showed me some arab ladies wearing their abayas, tarhas, and the burqas.

then KABOOM! i woke up. :)) * i didn't get why she said the "shahads".* i don't even know who they are. :))* i just wanted to share my weird dream with you. thanks for taking your precious time to read this. hehe! :)

the fun, the news, and the success. :)

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on April 26, 2009)

well, two nights ago (o4.24.o9)..rayhana and i were chatting. we talked about how boring the vacation is and how sickening and tiring is it to go to malls here all the time.

rayhana: hey, why don't we go outt for lunch tomorrow at chillis or ikea?
daniah: look, i'm not allowed to go out without an adult with us UNLESS i tell my parents that i'm gonna have lunch at your place then we'd secretly go to eitherr chillis or ikea. so. ok. i get to your place at 2:30pm so i'd have to wake up a lil bit early. then i'll tell them to pick me up at 7pm. so at 3pm we leave to whereverr we're going to have lunch at. we gett back to your place at around 5pm which is 2 hours early. then chill at your place and do stuff. then, when 7pm comes, i'll be taken safe and sound. what do you think?
rayhana: oh my goodness! i didn't know that you have a criminal side!:)) you think good!
daniah: well, i am a certified pasaway. haha!:)) the worst crime i commited was bringing "toot" to "taat". (that info kinda confidential. yuhh. it was a very crazy crime. haha!:))) remember?
rayhana: oh yea! i totally forgott about that! yea yeaa. thatt will always be top one. haha!
daniah: wait! i haven't asked my parents yet. they're out. so, i'll just ask later. oh i hope they'll say yes.

so we talked aboutt more stuff and ended the chat.

it was already 3am and i absolutely couldn't sleep! deymm. then at 3:43am i started crying. well, i haven't cried for more than a month. haha! the reason, again, is confidential. haha!:)) so i cried and it ended at 3:51am. i lett my feelings out to my one and only kulangs/PC alyssa mae arenas castro. i left offline messages and all. i then felt sleepy at 4am. but i MUST NOT sleep yet! i don't want to wake up with puffy eyes yuhh know. so, i hadd to wait till 5am for the sake of my eyes. i don't want to go to either chillis or ikea with swelled up/puffy eyes. HELL NO!:))=)) going back. i went to sleep at 5am.

..o4.25.o9.. (day starts)

next, at 9:29am, my phone's message tone rang "(piano intro) you would always ask me, those words i say la la la". so i opened the message and it was from effat university. however, it was written in arabic so i thought to myself, "bahh. i'll just let my dad read it and have it translated to me. lemme go back to sleep". so i fell asleep again. then, at 9:36am, "i'll never go" rang again! and i told myself, "ooh. who's going to text me at this time of the morning? i'm sleeping forr crying out loud! haha!:))". then again, the message came from effat university. this time, the english version. "dear student, thank you for competing in the effat scholarship contest. we regret to inform you that you did not pass the first stage. thank you". then i told myself, "bahh. whatever. i just want to go back to sleep". THEN, at 9:50am, i received another text! who from?! again! the effat university! this is whatt they told me, "sorry we sent you the wrong message. dear student, congratulations! call effat university for an interview, for more information, please call us at: [numbers]". i thought to myself again, "wait a second. i thought i didn't make it?! ok? so i passed. congrats to me. yey!:)) time to finally sleep!". UNFORTUNATELY, i received another text message at 9:55am. and yes, it was the same message as the previous one, the only difference is that it's written in arabic. i kinda got upset. why?! I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE! it's done for! my sleep was too disturbed by the i'll never go ringtone caused by their continuous text messaging! i should've put my phone on silent mode. haha. my fault. :))

ok. so almost 5 hours of sleep?! that's bad. BUT HEY!:))=)) i have THE REASON to get myself allowed to go to "rayhana's place"! i passed the scholarship exam for crying out loud! yeaa! time to put my "criminal planning" on the go! HAHA!:))=))

so, my mom woke up and i told her about everything. of course, like any other parent, my mom was happy and proud. yeaa!:) she told me to call for the interview details and so i did.

daniah: hello. good afternoon. umm. i passed the scholarship exam and i was instructed to call this number regarding the interview.

ms. woman: ok. what's your name?
daniah: i'm daniah a. adam.
ms. woman: didn't you call already? i told you the interview would be on sunday?
daniah: umm. i justt called now. i didn't call earlier.
ms. woman: ok. justt wait.
ms. woman: well, your interview is tomorrow. sunday. at 12 o clock noon. i'm sure you called. or, someone called you on your behalf. i'm really sure of about that.
daniah: oh really? well, maybe. i really don't know. (giggle) thank you very much. bye.

so i put down the phone then called my dad up. i told him about my being a effat scholarship exam passer and he said, "i know that. and you have an interview tomorrow at 12 noon and you're supposed to wear formal attire (that partt i wasn't told about):)) congratulations!". NOW I KNOW! my dad was the one who called the university ON MY BEHALF! haha!:)) thanks dad. :P. "so, can i go to rayhana's house today?" i asked. and he said yes. YEAA!:))

things went out pretty late. i left the house at 3pm. i was kinda late coz jexinne sent me a text message thatt zarina wanted me to go online. so i did go online for a while. a kinda long while. haha! well, zarina's no one ordinary to me. i can't just ditch her you know. she's my best friend for crying out loud. no bailing on friends. especially on the best ones. i reached at rayhana's at 3:15pm. we decided to have lunch at chillis coz ikea's food is kinda repetitive. haha!:)) we then tried calling to sarah to come along. unfortunately, no response from both her cellphone and landline. so we left at 4:15pm. meaning we would be back at rayhana's place at 6pm. I WISH!:)) so we arrived at chillis at 4:45pm?:)) talked and ate until we were picked up at 6:30pm. SOO LATE! I'M TOTALLY GONNA BE DEAD! i have to be there in 30 minutes. OH NO!:)) the traffic jam was SO HIGH! therefore we reached at rayhana's place at around 7:05pm. but guess what? no calls yet from my parents! cool! haha!:)) then we chilled and had green tea with turkish mint while watching "joyride" but then we knew the story so we switched to the movie "2 days in paris". that movie is soo ughh! i mean! defining while..HAHA! watch it on your own and you'd understand. :))

it's 8pm and my mom called me up to get ready coz she'll be picking me up in a few minutes. so, i finally got fetched at 8:15pm. and guess what?! OPERATION TAKAS BAHAY IS DECLARED SUCCESSFUL! haha! look. i do my crazy stuff once in a while. lemme do it. i don't do it all the time yuhh know. actually this is the 3rd crazy thing i did in my whole life. i bett you even did more, or not. haha. we all do our stuff. so please don't give me this's and that's. i know my limitations. keii? don't worry.

so. we picked up my sister's friend and my mom told me that we'd be going to eat at la parilla coz there's some dinner thing going on. i told myself, "WHAT?! I'M STUFFED! one whole mug of green tea. lots of food at chillis! oh no! haha!:))". we reached at la parilla and i ate 1/4 plate of fried rice. that's enough. hehe! afterr everything. i went home. i changed. wrote this blog for it to be copied and pasted for me to put on my blogs here in multiply.

and now. it's 1:11am. i have to sleep. i have to be fetched up at 11:15am to go to effat university tomorrow morning (o4.26.o9). it's far. i'll write down my experiences tomorrow. keii? right now. SLEEP IS ESSENTIAL! haha! thanks for taking your precious time to read this. part two will be continued. take care. God bless. muaa!:)

PART TWO!:) (o4.26.o9)

well. i set the alarm last night to ring at 9:30am. i kinda woke up at 9am. so i told myselff that 30 minutes of sleep is still essential. my alarm tone is kinda alarming and disturbing so i'll wake up. well, the next thing i knew my mom woke me up at 10:39am! and yes, I AM SOO LATE!:))=)) so i rushed to the bathroom. took a bath. well, my stomach was badly aching while i was taking my bath. i don't even know why but when i got out of the bathroom, the pain just faded away. hehe. so, i got out at 11am. ughh! 15 minutes till i'm gonna be fetched and my hair is so wet! i then rushed to blow-dry my hair. i looked so haggard so i put powderr on my face (as if that helped.:))) and the driver buzzed the gate bell and told me to go down. deymm! i wasn't even wearing my abaya yet! i haven't eaten a thing! i didn't even had time to fix my bed! so left with only drinking half a glass of milk. haha!:))

we reached at the effat university at 11:45am. so, that's 15 minutes before the interview starts. we were told to go to the student affairs building. some of the passers came. one lady asked my name and checked on her paper. then we were guided to go to the admissions building for the interview at 1:00pm! yuhh. AN HOUR LATE! then i think we were 15 girls there. an i was, ughh, the seventh one to be called. :)). so i went in. i greeted them a good afternoon then they told me to sit in the middle chair. the room looked like a conference room. you know, the ones in the movies where managers have their meetings with the round table and all. yeaa. thatt one. :)). there were around 9 people there to screen my interview.

ms. american lady: so, your from a filipino school?
daniah: yeaa.
ms. american: so, tell us aboutt yourself.
daniah: well, obviously you all know my name. i'm daniah a. adam. i graduated from high school last march 25 so i'm having my summer vacation which definitely is boring coz the only place we have here in saudi arabia are malls malls malls. i also took three entrance exams in three universities in the philippines namely the mapua institute of technology, the university of santo thomas, and the university of the philippines or UP. fortunately, i passed them all.
ms. filipino lady: oh?! you passed the UPCAT?!
daniah: yes, i did. i also took the sat exam here at effat university and i passed it too.
ms. american lady: so, how many years do you have in the filipino school?
daniah: well, we have 3 pre-elementary years which are nursery, kindergarten one and kindergarten two. then, we have 6 years in the elementary level then 4 years in high school.
ms. filipino lady: so, is studying in the philippines an option for you?
daniah: yes, it is.
ms. foreign lady: coz you see, you still have to go through two more years coz the system here is until grade 12. the ministry won't accept your case therefore we can't accept you as a student here so it would be good if you study in the philippines for two years then come back here as a transfer student.
ms. american lady: we should follow the system.
daniah: oh really? i see. yeaa. thatt would be a good option.
jointt forces: ok then. thank you very muchh. you may go.
daniah: ok then. thanks! have a nice day. bye-bye. :D

of course, THAT'S GOOD!:))=)) i'm gettin' outta here!:))=)) and why study in the philippines for two years then come backk?! finish the whole thing there then work! yeaa! so i was glad with the news i received. nyaha. i then got out of the room and waited for my friend to finish then went home at 3:45. SEE HOW LATE?! haha! eniweii. just wanted to share my experiences with you the past two days and today. thanks again for taking your awfully precious time to read this blog. muaa. :)

February 23, 2009. :|

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on February 24, 2009)

well, yesterday [ february 23 (TWENTY-THREE!:), 2009 ] was a pretty normal day -- NOT.

why?well, i started day by, of course, by waking up at 5:30am..not really 5:30am, i kinda snoozed the alarm until it made me wake up at 5:40am [yea yea, 10 minutes late, what's the difference anyway?:)). i took a bath, got myself into my uniform, ate my breakfast, got my things ready, and added my finishing touches to leaving the house.
i then got to school at around 7:20am..my classmates and i then brought ten chairs down for the class pictorial that was about to take place at 8am..we also brought our things down in preparation for the entrepreneurship that would occur after the class pictorial..gosh, my hair was a mess. i just took a bath and my hair was still wet, oh i wish i would look good in that picture. then the day really started. we fried the kropek, grilled the hotdogs, and did a lot more.

we sold good money..well not so good yet not so bad too. just the right amount of money..:)
after everything ended, we packed our things up and got ready to go down and waited to go home. while waiting, some of the fourth year students and i decided to play a nice game of volleyball. i enjoyed it a lot though i got a couple of bruises from my wrists to my lower arms..:)) [those bruises are even bigger now, we played volleyball today again!i'm loving it!:)] then we all went home..:)

as i approached home; i washed my face, dressed up, and ate my food..after that, i immediately went for a nap at 5pm.

i woke up at 9pm. that was quite long for a nap huh?:)) upon waking up, i brushed my teeth and took my handout in computer to study for the quiz to be given on the next day..i then went to the living room to watch tv and my mom put on gma life tv which was showing "The Sweet Life". grabe, the band sang "Last Dance" which triggered me to cry. why? jusmee! i suddenly remembered my prom partner vincent. ung ang loko ng way ng pagsasayaw nmen, bigay todo with the arm movement tapos biglang papasok sa isip ko na, un na nga ang last dance nmin for real. last prom, last time na magiging partnerr ko si vincent tapos ung kulitan pa nmin nila cyrus at zarina. grabe!:(( i'm really gonna miss that. c izzu pa, everytime i hear "Sway", jusmee! last sway ko nman with izzu un..haii..i even remembered those kulitan times with roneille and dwight nman..:(

and everything followed na, si vincent kc ee!:P in 28 days gagraduate na kamii, magkakahiwa-hiwalay na. napamahal na 'ko sa batch na 'to. sobra. i mean, yea yea, there will be reunions in the future, pero para sken, imposible na ang KUMPLETONG reunion na ginugusto naming lahat. some of us would be studying in other countries which makes it hard for them to go to wherever the reunion would take place. and when the time comes that we'd all have our jobs, it would also be impossible to have the COMPLETE reunion we all wish for because most of us would be busy with our jobs and couldn't leave them anymore.

kaya, this is the last month that we would be all together for the last time. let's make it all special. mamimiss ko kayong lahat. sobra. ung mga memories. waa!:(( pwede bang wag na lang magpass ng thesis? isa pang taon ng pagsasama! (joke lang..:P) bsta aa..fourth yearr ng gems batch 2oo8-2oo9..the most controversial batch, ang batch ng mga pasaway. walang kalimutan aa..nkkinis nman kc ee!bkit ba ang bilis ng panahon?well, ayos lang, life just has to go on along with the friendship we all have. mamimiss ko kayong lahat. lalong-lalo ka na..oo, ikaw..cno?ikaw nga!haii..:) walang kalimutan aa!mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat "stultifying stingrays!"..mag-aral mabutii sa college aa!take note, we still have our e-mail addresses, yahoo messenger accounts, friendster accounts, multiply accounts, CELLPHONES!, pagers, and a lot more!keep the communication constant huh?keii?labyu!muaa!:)

ps. sayang ung feb. 23, 2oo9..why? it was supposed to be the fourth..:

balikan. :)

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on January 24, 2009)

additional..hehe!:D alam nyo, sa simula ng 2oo9..may napapansin ako..ang daming nagbabalikan..wala lang..nakakatuwa lang..hehe!:D
halos nagkabalikan na kamii..konting kontii na lang..mga 28% na lang cgro..saya nu?i ain't talking about guy stuff there..it;s about friendship stuff..hehe!:D tapos silang tatlo rin..nagkakabalikan na rin kahit papaano..mga..hmm..56% to go pa?:D i mean, almost everybody's making progress..aren't they?

may dalawang lovebirds na nagkabalikan din..damii ee!nakakatuwa..i mean..di ba?:D cgro kasii..2oo9 marks a brand new beginning para sa ating lahat..brand new in a sense na..yea..nagkakabalikan..and with that, there's gonna be a brand new start for whatever's restored..a whole new beginning to work things out and this time, for the best..
but of course, there are cases na malamang, ndii na talaga magkakabalikan in any sense..and that is nothing to be sad about..why be sad if you know there are many people waiting to be your friend or lover di ba?yea yea, nakakapanghinayang cgro..but there are people whom you deserve way more than who you are wanting now..may it be a friend or a lover..in any sense nga di ba?

tska eto aa..always keep this in mind..coz i always do keep it not only in my mind but my heart too..if meant to be talaga kau at sa ngaun ay wala kaung relasyon, why worry?ee sa kanya ka rin nman pala babagsak sa bandang hulii ee..siya rin nman pala ang patutunguhan mo in the end..time and patience lang ang kelangan dun..no need to worry..ndii nman pala mapupunta sa iba ee..sau pren pala..di ba?BUT..kung ndii nman kayo ang para sa isa't-isa bilang magkaibigan or magkasintahan, it just only means that someone is out there for you..at siya ay di hamak na makakapagpaligaya sau more than the person you're wanting now..at mamahalin ka niya ng tapat at tunay, and of course..you deserve that/those person/people very much..you'll be better off with them..

hehe!:D ok pala magsulat ng blog ng on-the-spot nu?galing talaga sa puso at naibahagi mo ang mga gusto mong mabatid ng masa..oh di ba?haha!:)) o xa..ingat na lang..God bless..mua!:D

what am i supposed to feel? :|

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written on January 24, 2009)

well, this afternoon..ewan ko ba..kasii kanina..pinakita ba nman nya sken na magkahawak sila ng kamay ng cotillon partner nya..ung pang-asar ba..i mean..ewan ko ba kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman sa ginawa nya ee..it's either, matatawa ako o maiinis lang ako..ewan ko..kasii nman..i don't know what the heck is he trying to prove to me..hindii ko nman na mahal ung tao..why do such a thing? kaya ako natatawa na lang na naiirita na ewan!:))=))

it all started kasii sa wrist thing..aba..ayaw hawakan kamay ko?!ee kasayaw ko xa sa part ng praktis na un..ang hinahawakan ung wrist ko?may kamay nman ako..i ain't some prisoner or something..:)) tapos sbii ko sknya na hwakan kamay ko..ee ayaw..pasmado daw..so what?:)) butii pa partner ko ee..full hold un!:P i mean..di ba?:)) tpos, edii ayaw tlga hawakan kamay ko..edii sinabii ko na lang sknya na wag na lang hawakan kamay ko..jusmee..as usual, pinalo ko xa..haha!bago pa ba un?:)) tpos bigla ba nman hawakan kamay ng partner nya at ipakita sken?!watdaheckk?!dude, hindii na kita mahal..and yepp..you're out of my system na..(anong term un?!:))haha!) period..:)) nakakairita lang na nakakatawa kc ee..

share ko lang guys..ano ba dapat kong maramdaman?!jusmee..alphacavalmuks aa..=)) you're funny..:))

gosh, i passed!:)

(i just copied and pasted this blog of mine. this was written on January 17, 2009)

haii salamat! the moment i've been waiting for..well, this early evening, Beige Manguba of AHIS pm-ed me and congratulated me..kasii daw, nakapasa ako sa upcat..and i was like, ndii nga? so aun, hehe!i passed! i passed BA COMMUNICATIONS AND MEDIA STUDIES at UP VISAYAS..yea!hehe!oii aa, up pren un! sbe nga ni kevin, bkit daw up visayas? i said, it is the next big campus after diliman and manila..though provincial, very good pren nman di ba?tska up pren un!hehe!la lang, share ko lang..hehe!:D

i too, am very happy kasii i proved something to my parents..naprove ko sa kanila na kaya ko..and proof ang mga lahat ng mga tests na kinuha ko na napasa ko..yea..i took the SAT and i passed it..i took MAPUA and i passed it too..i took the USTET and i also passed it!lastly, i took UPCAT and gladly nga..I PASSED IT!yipee!

aun, wala lang..ang saya saya ko ee..nakapasa sa lahat..woa..hehe!and sobrang malaking thank you kay Beige Zue D. Manguba..kasii kung ndii dhil sknya..ndii ko nalaman agad!hehe!share ko lang..natutuwa ako ee!hehe!sa lahat ng mga nkapasa sa kahit na anumang test, CONGRATULATIONS din!hehe:D ingat nlng pu lagii aa..God bless..labyu!mua!:D

my experiences this 2008. :)

(this was copied and pasted from a blog of mine. this was written last December 2008)

2oo8 is coming to an end and whew! this year is finally over. new year, new life. bagong taon, bagong buhay. teka, i just translated that.:)) eniweiis, magtataglish ako dito (share lang..:))) this year, for me, is the most “C” year. yea, the CRAZIEST year, the most CONTROVERSIAL year, and the COOLEST year. that is so far a.. well, kasi naman, ganito yan..ano ba?!haha!teka teka, let me explain..:))

2oo8 is the CRAZIEST year of my life so far. why? well, a lot of crazy things happened to me. nakakaloka. january pa lang ayan na..c rachel kasi ee, pasimuno. haha!:)) basta, i don’t want to go into details tungkol dun, tapos na un ee..secret na lang..:)) tapos february, may kalokohan bang nangyarii?wala naman yata. oh yea!:)) hindi pala february, days before magfebruary. shax, shet..:)) there was this episode and something unethical happened. grabe, wag na muna ngayon, in the near future na lang. may tamang panahon..=)) tapos aun nga, pano ko ba to sasabihin? i don’t want to go into details din kasii ee. masyado pang maaga. magfefebruary nanaman ee nu?maaga pa ba un?!=)) anyway, basta, crazy siya kasii it’s so damn unethical and it involves retards. omigosh, what a term, well, retards naman talaga a.. kasii, look a, wala sa tamang pag-iisip ung tao ee.:)) i’m not talking of any disability, hindi ako ganun, what i meant with the word is, the person has a normal mind of that person’s own but, UNFORTUNATELY, hindi alam gamitin ng sa ayos ee. TEKA LANG! this is about the craziness of 2oo8. not about the witless thing. anyways, may ganyan talaga sa mundo, pag walang ganyan, malamang, not now!=)) going back, basta un, napakacrazy talaga ng episode ng buhay ko un. hindi ko inaakalang mangyayari un. tapos march, ANO PA BA?! edii, BRONZE MEDAL NANAMAN AKO!:(( :)) yea, for the 6TH CONSECUTIVE TIME! san ka pa di ba? may? aun! pero nothing crazy kasii ee, it’s in the cool part. sobrang mahal ko yang buwan na yan ee. lab na lab ko ang May. supeeer!:D tapos june, edii back to school. gising ng maaga, nagcount-down pa nga ako bago magpasukan ee. sabii ko sa sarilii ko. this is going to be the best year of my school life ever. little did i know that it was the school year that was totally going to strike me, to almost ruin me. so june na nga, wala pa. chill chill, going easy. tapos july, hala. ayan na, getting ready for the sc elections. ngek, napagsabihan nga kamii. masyado daw kami maagang nagprepare. edii ok. so stop muna kami. then august came, good. i meant, bad.:)) pano naman. (ok this part is in the controversial part!haha!:)) ) next, sc elections have finally arrived. eniweiis. as i saw it coming, natalo ako. alam ko naman na mangyayarii un una’t-una pa lang. nung march pa lang i knew na talo ako. like duh. obvious ba? haha! pero ayos lang. nung nakita ko ngang talo ako pinagtawanan ko lang ee. mafii mushkila. i saw that coming anyway. pero kung nanalo ako nu? tears of joy sana nu? haii. kahit papano umasa rin naman ako. pero ayos lang. hehe. tapos. aun! AUGUST 20, 2008. nagpunta ako sa bahay ni roxanne. kasii bday party nya. pero august 19 bday nya a. aun. my ginawa daw ako. =)):)) may pinagkalat daw ako sa buong hekma.=)) tapos ang usapan. auko na pumunta into details. basta ang aken. alam ko, alam ng mga taong nandun, at ng Diyos ang katotohanan. nasira man nila ako sa publiko, sa skul, sa madla; hindi naman nila ako nasira sa mata ng Diyos at sa mga tunay na nagmamahal sken. with that fact, i’m very happy and contented. nothing more to say, nothing more to prove.BELAT!:P kung ano ang gsto mong paniwalaan, go. kahit na napalitan mo na ung kwento at un ang kinalat. ayos lang. basta alam ko kung ano ang totoo. tapos. next. so, september? un nga. related sa august thingy. haha!:)) dun umikot ang buong september ko. crazy right? sayang ung time spent nun. tsk.:)) october? ayun, that month brought me back on track. why? teka! nasa craziness pa ko ee!sa coolness part pa yan ee!:)) hehe! mamaya na un. crazy na muna. craziness nung october?haha!ok ok, kasii my biglang nangyari. nakakatawa. nakakaloka talaga. aba’y akala ko joke lang. un pala totoo. para kaya akong tanga nun. imagine. i kept on saying yes over and over again. sabii ko pa nga. “kakayanin ko nu!ako pa!oo!:))” un pala seryosong usapan. watdaheck?!=)) malay ko bang seryosong usapan un! pasensya na a. unbelievable masyado ee.=)) kaya nga di ba? sbii ko naman sau nun, “shock mode!” nkakaloka ka kasii. kapag seryoso.. sabihin mo a. kasii akala ko joke lang talaga. imagine, ilang araw din un a.=)) hala!pinagtatawanan ko na tuloy sarilii ko!kaya kayo ha, kapag gusto nyo ko makausap ng seryoso ang usapan, ipaalam nyo sken a. napapahiya ako ee. inaakala kong joke lang! haha!:))=)) tapos november, haha! SSH!=)) baet ko kasing bata ee. galing pa mag-english. haha!:)) deep!:)) lastly, this december, nothing crazy. kasii december was more like of a month of sadness for me. haii..:( yan!the crazy part’s over! let’s go to the controversial part!iiksian ko na un a!auko na ng controversies sa 2oo9!:))

well, a year of controversy. very true. nasira na nga ako sa publiko ee. pero ayos lang. yun gusto nila ee. leave them alone.:)) like i sed, sa mata ng Diyos at mga tunay n ngmamahal sken ndii nasira pangalan ko, i’m very happy and contented. well unang nangayarii..edi heto na. since being president of my class. grabe nga naman. intrigues got to me. grabe nga ee. imagine. may gusto daw akong pabagsakin? wow! telenobela ba?=)) tapos may tinotorture daw ako mentally? san ka pa? telenobela?:D aun, my crab mentality going on at ako daw ang my kagagawan ng lahat. galing ee nu? basta ako. i set my record straight sa lahat ng teachers ko with the big help of course, of my mom. i love you so much mom. thanks soo much for that. i love you soo much!:D next. un nga. ung august-september issue. breakthrough sken un a..:)) next, ung november naman!:)) wala wala!quiet na lang ako!tee enn tee na lang!:)) un lang. auko na rin kasii magkwento. next time na lang. auko na ng intriga ngayong taon. lastly. december? AT LAST! nalaman ko na may karma talaga! kasii nakita ko na lang right in front of my naked eyes. umiiyak-iyak ang anghelita!=))

lastly, the coolest year!:D kasii kasii naman. nung birthday ko. nung may 15-16. pero may 14 bday ko a. wednesday kasii un ee. haha! grabe. saya saya. hehe!wala lang. masaya ee! sa durat al-arous. share lang. with close friends. masaya. super saya!:D remember ko pa nga ee. ung isa smen nainlab! ke kuya mark! haha! sa starbucks!:)) hirap na hirap kamii kunin number nya ee. we stayed there for more than an hour trying to get his number. ganda nga ng palusot ko sknya nun ee. kasii ako kukuha ng number para ndii obvious. ganito yan oh, i walked up to him and said, “umm, good evening po, my summer project po kasii kamii ee, tungkol po sa coffee making, ee, pwede ko ho ba mahingi ung number nyo to show my school na proof talaga na nagresearch talaga ako at nagpunta talaga ako sa coffee shop? please po? kelangan ko po talaga number nyo ee o kung hindi naman po, ung friendster nyo po o e-mail add o kaya ym po!wala pong problema, kahit ano lang po dun, basta macontact lang po kayo. para po sa summer research project ko po.” HAHA! tpos ayaw nya pa talaga. tinanong pa ko ee, school nga ba talaga o ibang dahilan? kulit ee! and so i failed. at least i tried, WITH A LOUSY EXCUSE!:)) pero eto ang matindi. edi andun ung manager nila. ee tatlo nga kamii dun, ako, c ate lois at ate karen. so eto c mr.manager ng starbucks. ibang lahii xa ee. arabian yata. so aun. aba! feeler siguro. akala nya siguro siya ung kinakakiligan nmen dun. kaya aun! bingyan kamii ng libreng cake! full cake pa ha!at eto pa! nagbigay pa ng number nya! o di ba? complete package!:)) pero ndii nman xa ung gs2 nmen. no way. haha! so un, grabe, continuing. naghintay pa kamii ng matagal dun. oras nanaman ang dumaan. hanggang sa dumating ang sagot!haha! c mama! jusmee! i told my mom about the cute guy and how we wanted to get his number and what we did to get his number. aba! naku! my mom suddenly stood up and went to the counter, kinausap nya c kuya mark. sabii nya, “pahingii naman ng number mo oh.” and in just a minute! SINULAT NYA SA TISSUE PAPER ANG NUMBER NIYA AT BINIGAY AGAD SA NANAY KO! omigosh!:)) ang tagal tagal nmen naghintay dun!nakatatlong oras kaming nakaupo sa starbucks para lang kunin number nya, tpos sa isang saglit lang makukuha ng nanay ko! san ka pa?! the best birthday ever. hinding hindii ko malilimutan un! it was very very unforgettable! nasken pren ung number ni kuya mark. haha! tapos next (di ba isa lang un?:)) haha!), october 23 naman!wee! saya saya saya ko rin!masayang masaya! napakasaya!:D kaya nga coolest year di ba? kasii masaya!:D masaya despite what i’ve experienced. masaya ang 2oo8.

crazy, controversial, and cool.:D

new year’s resolution ko? kung last year ay “love me first before i love you”.. ngayong taon naman, ewan ko. haha! speechless ba? ewan ko. magbago? i’ve done that late this year due to meanie bobeenies..:)) ewan ko talaga. umm. siguro. “babangon ako’t papakita ko sau”..yan?tama na ba yan?haha!:)) englishin nten para masaya! “i shall rise up and show you”..show you what?! yan ang aabangan ng madla!:D superstar ba?haha! nagpabitin pa ee!abangan na lang!:)) bahala na kayo kung anong meaning ang gusto nyo bigay dyan. basta ako. hindi lang siya sa isang part ng buhay ko ee. it involves the different parts of my life na tatlong iba’t-ibang mga tao/grupo ng tao ang kasama. hehe! so not one but three!layo nun a..=)) haha!

eniweiis. advance happy new year sa inyong lahat! may this coming 2oo9 be more blessed for all of us. more happiness, health, love, wealth and all good things to come for us this 2oo9. sana maging prosperous ang taong ito para sa ating lahat. enjoy this upcoming year. make the most of it coz there won’t be any 2oo9 na babalik sa atin. iisa lang ang 2oo9. kaya itodo na! to da max na! to da highest levels of all levels na! go go go! enjoy! make the best of it! leave the past behind, think about the present, and prepare for the future!:D any thing bothering you in the past? ignore it. leave it all behind. think about what you have now. think about the treasures you should treasure at present time. and prepare for what is awaiting you in the future. di ba? thanks for taking your precious time to read my third blog. thanks! take good care of yourself always, God bless, and..mua!:D till next time! i’ll be back for the fourth blog, my hinihintay lang ako.hehe! labyu!mua!:D

my life now. :)

(i just copied and pasted this blog of mine. it was written on November 21, 2009)

my life, as of now, is what i can say as satisfactory. yes, im happy that ive crossed the grueling obstacles that ive faced in the past few months; im happy with everyone in my life now. in short, my life is back on track. however, honestly speaking, though im happy with what and who i have now, there’s still something missing. actually, not something, a lot of things. yeah. i do miss a lot of things..:((

i miss those days when my classmates would bring guitars to school and we would all be jamming together while laughing out loud. i miss those days when i had no clue what’s coming up next for me in loving him, those 3 lingering years..gosh..i really miss that. hindi ko alam kung kikiligin ba ako o masasaktan nung time na un. grabe, i soo damn miss those three years. magmula august 9, 2005 until late this year. xhet. it was definitely an adventurous trip. the only thing i miss about that is the fact that i had no clue what’s going to happen next. you see, i don’t like life being so stable. mysteries and adventures make my life go round. i miss those texting days. potek. i miss that day when zyra went in front of the class and discussed how to become a BPA member, kesyo kailangan maging seductive and all that stuff. haha! nkkmiss talaga. I MISS ZYRA SORIANO!:(( sobraa!:(( i truly believe that distance promotes friendship. before a friend of mine moved to the Philippines, we weren’t actually that close; but now, grabe, she knows pretty much everything about me and same din ako sa kanya. ichaii..SARAH PATRICIA CAYETANO.. I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!:(( thank you sa lahat ichaii a..labyu!:D

this is the hard part, excuse me, the hardest part as i can say. i miss d-jam, so much, ung mga times na sabay sabay kami bumababa and those kulitan times, xhet; and most of all, i miss BPA! soobraa!:(( imagine, our third anniversary is coming this 20th of december and we’re kinda broke. xhet. whatever happened to “tong-pakitong-kitong”? can’t we just go back to where we were? kahit para kay zyra na lang?:(( i may look happy, pero kasi, kulang talaga kapag wala ang bpa sa buhay ko ee. alam nyo un? yeah, i know, my mga nagawa rin ako sa atin. sumama ako sa iba and stuff, problemado ako nun ee. kinailangan kong lumayo. space lang naman ang kinailangan ko nun ee. but di ba, i have always told the both of you nman ee, laging nasa puso ko ang bpa, hinding-hindi un mawawala. damn. i miss bpa soo much!:(( one great big hug lang sana. ayos na sa akin.:(( i miss us. sana mabatid nyong dalawa un..:(( mahal na mahal ko ang bpa. tayo. zyra! :(( i just want things back the way they were. :(( my chance pa ba para sa atin? sana nman oo. at sorry sa lahat ng nagawa ko sa atin. sobrang sorry. mahal n mahal ko kayo. i won’t afford to lose you. :((

at ikaw, oo, ikaw. you know who you are. papalapit na ang unang, first, haii. alam mo na un. tapos nagkaganito pa tayo. sorry kung wrong timing ako nagtanong. may pagkalokaret din kasi ako. wrong timing tamaan ng topak. but kasi, i really had to know ee. nababaliw na rin kasi ako sa kakaisip tungkol dyan. but kahit ganyan pa. aii nko. i love you soo much!ok? i know naman na we’d get this over with. gaya nga ng sabi nila. the thing that we’re sharing now never ran smooth, laging my obstacles. abnormal na lang kung walang problema. ok? wag ka mag-alala, hindi ako galit sa nalaman ko. i totally understand what you exactly feel. naiintindihan ko naman yan ee. ang puso’y hindi natin natuturuan. kung kanino nya gusto, dun xa magkakagusto kahit ayaw pa nten. yeah i know that. at tsaka, alam ko naman na tinie weenie itsy bitsy konti lang talaga. NAIINTINDIHAN KITA. sobraa. believe me, i really do. kaya ayos lang sken ung sinabi mo sken kagabi. dont be sad na ha. please lang. alam ko naman na wala lang un. i mean, its soo damn minor lang, nasa akin ang majority!:)) dba?oh please dont tell me im wrong about that..hehe!:P basta. naiintndhan kita and umayos ka. dapat after two days ayos na. araw nten un ee! balewalain mo na muna un kahit sa araw n un..okii?hehe! pasaway ka talaga daniah ee nu? nakuha pang magpatawa. ganyan talaga. dapat laging my comedy. hehe!:P:)) ndii pwedeng laging sad. oh yes!:P bsta a. be happy na. i totally understand you. at alam mo? tutulungan kita dyan. kaya nga ako nandito ee. im always here for you. if you need help about that. aba! andito na si kagandahang daniah! she’ll try her utmost best to wipe all your problems away. madali lang un. may super powers kaya ako. hehe!:P nman ee. ngitii naman dyan.:P pinapatawa lang kita. ang mahalaga naman is kung ano tayo ngayon ee. naalala mo ung nangyari last week di ba? soo damn traumatic. but you see.. we’re over with that. this week iba nanaman. tingnan mo. by next week ayos na ulit. hehe! i mean. sa saturday ayos na. i guess? sana di ba? ok? bsta. ily so much. at katulad ng sinabi ko sa bpa. i can’t afford to lose you.:(

haii..zyra, sarah, d-jam, BPA!:(( ung tatlong taon na un!my goodness. kaya nga tuwang tuwa ako sa highschool life ko ee. malapit man matapos pero my goodness!ang dami kong naranasan na alam kong, pagnakatapos na ako sa pag-aaral ko ay pagtatawanan ko na lang ang mga ito. nakakatuwa kasii talaga. salamat sa inyong lahat sa mga experiences. at sa iyo nman. i hope na makikilala mo kung sino ka. SALAMAT. sa lahat. you made the 98% of who i am today. sa dami ba naman ng naranasan ko sau ee. kkloka talaga. haha! i mean, seriously speaking, ikaw ang dahilan kung bkit si daniah ay si daniah. yes nman!:P imagine, from that 9th of august 2005 text na “please lang pakidelete mo na ang mga text ko at number ko..” from the 24th of july 2008 text na “SORRY..” grabe. see? you think in that almost three years konti lang nadaanan ko? DEFINITELY NOT!..hehe!:P bka nman kng sinuman makabasa nito ay bigyan nanaman ng MASAMANG MEANING toh. kesyo may gusto akong sirain and stuff, back off major loser. it aint my intention. my buhay din ako. wag nyo na pakeelaman. at naku! this time papatulan ko na talaga kayo. hindi na lang ako umiimiik. pero isa pa at naku naku! ewan ko xenu!:)) namumuro na kayo nyan a. nagpapasalamat lang nman ako ee. got a problem with that? pati ba naman kasii yan bibigyan niyo pa ng malisya. get a life sistah.:)) dont mess with the best coz the best dont mess. haha!:P potek. going back. xnxa ka na naputol ung speech ko, baka kasii awayin nanaman ako ng kung sino sinong mukhang gulo..:)) aun nga.haha! kulit a! pasaway!:)) ok ok..eto na. back to the topic..hehe!peace..:D thank you sa mga experiences a. hanggang ngayon nga hindi ako makapaniwala na nung second year foundation day. nilagay mo daw ung masking tape na may nakasulat na “ADAM” sa likod mo. wala lang. haha! kinwento lang kasii sken un ee. hindi ko naman nakita. haha! tapos, di ba sarah, kayzee, roneille? family day. the cry thingy? oh my God. that was a breakthrough. nakakaloka.:))=)) at maramin pang iba’t ibang experiences. jusmee! aun. salamat a!sa lahat. at sa mga malisyosa at malisyoso. back off losers, kung ano ano nanaman iniisip nyo, tapos? tatawag kayo sken habang nananahimik akong nkikipagchat, tpos ano? death threat na ang matatanggap ko ngayon?:)) lokaret ka talaga daniah. quiet ka na nga lang. nbababaliw ka nanaman ee.:)) wuii a. thank you talaga. so much.

aun. i just wrote this to release what im feeling deep inside. feeling ko nga kung saan saan na napunta ung mga sinabi ko ee. pero ok nga un ee. at least naman nasabi ko ang mga gusto kong sabihin dba? hehe! and haii salamat. i just am happy to say na. i sighed. haha! a sigh of relief. whew! ikaw. mahal na mahal kita. bpa. i want us back. zyra soriano and sarah cayetano. oh do come back. miss na miss ko na kayo.:(( at sa iyo. salamat ulit. maraming maraming salamat sa lahat. at ang buhay ko ngayon. masaya khit may mga kulang. in fact, im contented naman ee. its just. it would be way better kung andyan ung mga kulang dba? sobrang ok! hehe! umm. sa Inyo po, God, thank You for everything. salamat po sa lahat ng mga biyayang binibigay Niyo po sa akin at hindi lamang po sa akin kung hindi na rin po sa pamilya ko, mga kaibigan at ang iba pang mga mahal ko po sa buhay. thank You very very much po. sa mga napakamaunawaing mga guro ko na sila Maam Rosie at Maam Azenith. maraming maraming salamat po sa lahat. grabe. you gave my very challenging senior life a meaning. salamat po na kahit papaano po, ay napagaan niyo po ang mga problemang dumating sa akin ngayong ikaapat na taon ko sa hayskul. super thank you very very much. thanks for teaching me a lot of stuff. academically and most of all, morally. thanks for always being there for me. i’m very grateful that i’ve met people so irreplaceable like you. thank you po!so much!:D

and this is the end of my second blog entry. hehe!o xa.. ingat na lang..God bless us all. and once again, thank you sa mga taong nabanggit ko. sobraa. madali at mabilis mo lang pala masusulat ang ganito kahabang sulat kung straight from the heart talaga ee nu? sabi ko nga sa sarili ko na dapat english lahat ito ee. kaya tingnan nyo ung first part. english di ba? ee kasi nman. hindi ko na maiexpress ung gusto kong sabihin ee. kaya i ended up in mixing it up with Filipino. hehe! at least naman nasabii ko ung mga gusto kong sabihin at gusto kong mabatid nyo nu..hehe! i love you all..mua!:D